My self-summary:
im part German so dnt fvk with me you may call me anything you want,but that dont mean any of it is true.I am who I am,and I cant change.Im not broken,you do not need to fix me.There really is no label to describe me,so I do not label myself. i will not sit here and say “Oh, I don’t like labels. I don’t believe in it. I will never label anyone.” ‘Cause I do label people. Everyone does, even if they don’t know it. A label can go as far as saying you don’t like that person. You’ve labled that person as someone you don’t like.Although,I am a juggalette.A juggalette is not a label,but a life style.It’s who I am,and what I do everyday.It dont effect the way I dress and it dont effect the way I act.It is me.I hate to be judged just by people looking at me.i get it everyday.They take one look at me,and call me a satanist because I dont dress like them,I dont act like them,or I dont believe in what they do.Just because I dress the way I do dont give you a right to judge me.I dont judge anyone by the way they look.if I get to know them,then I might judge them. I dont listen to one type of music.I dont listen to music because its the popular band,or the most played song,the newest artist or the hottest boy/girl.If I like the message behind the song,the lyrics.If I like the music rifts they play,and I like what they are about I will listen to it.Or if the song is just funny.I may dress goth or emo or what ever you want to lable it as ,but that dont mean that is the only music I listen to.I can be sweet and listen to slow songs as well.One subject I hate to talk about is religion.I end up getting mad,or other people get mad.Im not christian,satanist or any religion,really.People would say this is Atheist.But It couldn’t be. Atheist is a religion, no matter what you think.It’s not that I don’t believe in religion. It’s hard to explain how I feel. However I do think religion is good. It gives people hope that there is something better. But I don’t believe there is. I do believe there is a God. I beleieve there is lots of god\goddess, no not one is better then another. But I do not worship any God. I don’t think anyone should be treated of higher power then another. No one is better then anyone. I think we are all the same. I think that when we die, we do not go to Heaven or Hell. I don’t believe in Heaven or Hell. it is different to everyone. Heaven is your paradise. Where you always wanted to go. You get everything you’ve always wanted. Hell is your worse nightmare. It holds everything your scared of. You could be living on Heaven or Hell, depending on how you live your life. I believe when we die, we are reborn into another child. Your still you, you just have no memory of your past life. Yeah. I have dream people I want to meet. Famous people I can’t get enough of. People that I can belittle myself to go as low as calling them my hero, when really my hero’s are the people around me. The people who make me who I am. I love them. so im not the normal 9teen yr old girl i will not freak over logos or lables.I have strong views that are different then most.music just happens to say what i feel an what i try to express.I have changed dramatically over the past few years i think for the better you know.Music is the only thing that keeps me completely sane.i have reformed my self an im alot happier and full of life I try to keep my life as simple as possible but it never seems to stay that way. Ask me if I care, I probably wont give a fvk.I got a past with memorys i seem to always remember but the good memorys seem to fade so quickly no matter how hard i try to they still seem to fade away.I hate the world,think it has gone to shit.and it is continuing to do so.i hate fake people. Hypocrites are even worse.I am a sarcastic person so if you are easily offended that blows.And i feel like if you have to be perfect than you can get off of my page . i believe that you have to make the mistakes to learn from then and if you wanna be perfect than let me stuff you into a box so you can act like a barbie.I love music.And I have no particular preference to what I listen to. Concerts + Headbanging = LOVE.I have a heart that seems to beat unnaturally.im the person who people take advange of easily because they know ill always be there for them. I can be a very emotional person but you wont really find that out unless we are pretty close. True friends are hard to come by so Im luckyy to have the ones I do have.I am an all or nothing type of girl you know do anything at least once. Ha, I have no soul just for the record. ill come off as a heartless bitch unless you know me.I am one of the biggest bitches you will ever meet i speak my mind and if you dont like it than oh well.I aint one for playing games.You got something to say.you say it.or dont say it at all.As far as fake.haters.two-faced Shady mother fuckers or watever you classify yourself as.you know who you are and I know who you are. If you don’t like me.awsome because I really dont like myself either :)
